Why.

Isn't it the 12th of August yet.
generally, why isn't it August.
August is spelt odd, tbh.
SANGRIA ALL ROUND

Urhm.

I'd like to say "sorry for not posting" but tbh.
Does anyone actually read this?
Anyway, been to NCN with kim on tuesday flirted with a few lasses.
One of them was called heaven, but far from my idea of it.

I continue to annoy myself with my feelings for H.B.G,
Can't she see that he is being out of order and she can do far bettter?
I am NOT saying I am better, just anyone can be better,
he didn't even realise what day it was, and that she is upset.
Even I knew she was upset and all I've seen is pixels of her writing.


I cba to write more as tbh,
IM IN A MOOD, and boy could I bitch right now, in a mannly way haha

End of a Tether.

So the sister came home from France and she got me a packet of Bn's.
Her nice behaviour last for a staggering 5 mins, or from the time it takes to
get from school to that big hill near franky's (or tesco).
But because mum hasn't seen Emma in ages she can't do a thing wrong,
so I get the blame for being smaked in the rib. (revenge to follow).
I went to Dan's house for a laugh and it was :).
Untill I come home and get lectured upon how I am causing the bills to be sky high,
all because I left my laptop on whilst I updated some software.
That lecture soon led into "petrol isn't getting cheaper, nor is electricity or gas."
and I really don't care untill I have to start paying bills.
I'm actually quite fed up of the media coverage of the whole
"credit crunch, inflation rates, house prices, food prices" has been thrown all out of proportion.
I think I can make a prediction of the weeks news:

1. Prices continue to rise.
2. The price rise makes headlines.
3. Someone will get stabbed or killed for no reason.
4. The NHS will get questioned on its standards.

Back to the days events after getting slightly off track...
I've been asked to go camping, I do really want to go, mostly
to get drunk, but you know when your not feeling that great, sad so to say
and you get drunk I just swear it'll make me worse haha. Also it's proper short notice,


Ooooh, I actually can't talk to someone I always thought I could talk to. HAH WEIRD.
sorry for ranting but isn't that what a blog is for?

Well...

Not in the best of moods to say it's the summer.
Not one of my friends are online when I need them.
I write this whilst wrapped in my duvvet.
Not mannly but do I give a crap.

Ok so First blog,
I'm going back monts now, but
I was sat on my school bus like I have done,
for the past 5 years, but wait whats this,
the Tuxford bus passes and on the front sits,
A Hot Bus Girl (H.B.G).
So every day I searched when our busses past.
Some how I got to meet her and man alive am I was happy.
When we meet up I feel like :D. but
My feelings have grown to the point,
where I actually want to make something from it.
Yet she is with a person that made her cry, said harsh things to her etc.
I thought my look had changed, when she finally ended it,
but little less that 24 hours later, she goes and gets back with him.
demoloshing the hope i had filled my self with.

KINDA SUCKS DON'T IT.

On a lighter note.
The past few weeks have been actually AMAZING.
Party week(self explanitory to be honest)
Numerous trips to Nottingham, ganders into town.

I'd like to say thank you too all my friends,
who even though they don't know they have done anything,
but they have made me feel so welcome, happy and wanted.
I'm lucky to have every damm one of them.
There the only people, that stop me from going
INSANE IN THE MEMBRANE